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I realised that i've changed. I seldom talk to anybody whenever i have problems or whenever i feel sad in life. I have been practising to calm myself or just to keep myself quiet for a short while whenever im down and choose to put it a side and ignore the problems having in my life. It is not good. WHY? Because problem occured will never be solve and the solution will be undefined forever. sigh.
I think i really gotta change, have to change i mean. Turning 20 years old next year and i suppose to be someone better than what am i right now. I went bamboo9 last night straight right after came back from ipoh, frederick's wedding. Baby, eric, cheryl and kc was there. We had two bottles of 42below, i love it so much and its because of this i got drunk. Everything was so perfect last night but it wasn't ended with a perfect way that is because i threw out tempered on my boy when we're on the way back home. :( I feel so sorry to him. I think i just express myself, my feelings in a different kind of way. Way that i am expressing myself now is so wrong until i woke up the next morning, then i realised. HE being such a patient and nice guy, i really respect him and i feel so thankful by having him with me to go through ups and down and keep leaving so much of good memories and meaningful moments to coloured my life! Coming up our plan will be going to phuket on 10th of february to celebrate valentines day, almost book the flight ticket just now but im afraid he last minute will be busy for events so i just hold on with it and will discuss with him again. Although he said the current schedule allow him to do so but this is also the matter that is out of our control. Well, will see what is the conclusion then. Before i publish this post, just wanted to thank you for being such a nice boyfriend to me and you really means alot in my life! xoxo